So i thought id start a blog, probably coz iam stressed and i remmember writing bulletins on myspace calmed me quite a bit, but no1 is on myspace anymore (apart from maybe lily allen).
anyway snooooooooooow. absolutely amazing. It got me thinking about what makes us happy. i certanly saw a lot of happy faces yersterday. Mine was one of them. I was like that little kid in the coca cola advert who sees santa. i went out by myself bought lots of film and just walked with my music. by the brige, along the river. just taking photos of trees. There were like about 15 people on the bridge taking photos, i thought there was a whale again in the thames.
Funny thing is i dont remember last time i was that happy, Not because i knew what i was doing with my life, had loving boyfriend, lots of money, or any those instant pleasures that suppose to make you happy. it was that feeling , when it just flows, when the time stops, and you absorb everything around you and for once it is not the recession or bombs in israel, its people being outside with their family, kids, friends.
So yeah i know that it is a bit embarassing and pathetic for a country like ours to have a nationaly holiday for 2 days just because it snowed a little bit (ok quite a bit) and i now we are losing like god nos how many billion pounds and the economy is in shit anyway blahdy blah, but who cares. People actually talked to each other and to their neighbours. I had a lovely conversation with a woman on a bridge. She had a cool dog i took a picture of. All because it just snowed. Last time i felt like we all pulled together like that was on 7/7 not a nice comparsment but nevertheless. Its nice to see people taking time to actually enjoy life. still they shouldnt have closed uni today, its all building up now, but at least i was ridiculously happy yday .luv.p.